New Years Resolution

Keep Being Awesome.

I love candy

Attack of the Gummi Octopus!!!










I guess I'm excited? All I know is that I'm really happy I got to decorate the tree myself! I soooo love the LED lights.
I'm getting a Visa card, and a scarf from my wonderful girlfriend Jeni Lynn Wright :D

I love her sososo much


Here's my kitty Monster. She's a fatass. 

I really have nothing else to say, life's good, don't worry, be happy.

-Josh

Christmas

Is close, and I'm not very excited. Haven't been in years. Is this something that comes with age? If so, I don't enjoy it very much. I remember being super excited for Christmas starting right around Thanksgiving. That was the only reason I enjoyed Turkey Day, for it's announcement of 'that time of year' .
The lights, the weather, Santa Claus, gifties, I guess I'm in that in-between stage, I'm not getting the amount of gifts I used to get when I was young, and I don't have a child of my own to shower with gifties, so the holiday has little value to me. I have a small family, (two people >.< ) so I don't get to see any missed relatives or have huge family feasts like everyone else, but is that necessarily a bad thing? I think I enjoy the peacefulness I have during the holidays. I really do hate chaos and drama.
So I guess here's to a quiet relaxed Christmastime! Wow in the span of a single blog post I made myself enjoy the little aspects of Christmas I have.

Christmas

Remember when I said I love Christmas? I fucking lied. I have no clue what to get for ANYONE!!!
I really need to pay more attention throughout the year. Why do I still celebrate Christmas? I denounced Christianity years ago. Though I do suppose that it is almost entirely a pagan holiday. Shit, Christ wasn't even born in December! Lies annoy me more then anything... ANYways... Gifts gifts gifts. I pretty much have everyone covered except for this girl named Jeni Lynn Wright. I have absolutely no clue what to get for her, and she refuses to give me a hint.I was going to get her an iPod, but nooooo, her parents have that covered. WTF! Of course that wouldn't work, way too easy.
Just pulled an all nighter, feeling kind of shitty, but it is nowhere near as bad as my 4 days without sleep. That was hell.
This blog is feeling more and more pointless without any followers...
I'm not even looking forward to Xmas, I AM totally psyched for New Years though!
Can't think of anything else to type, byee.

Dread

Work in less then an hour, I am not looking to this nine and a half hour shift. but at least I get some moolah!
My girlfriend is supposed to visit me, I'm pretty sure that will be the highlight of my day. Glassjaw is a weird band. I'm going to have an hour long break, what the hell am I supposed to do with all that time? I'm thinking of doing a web comic of sorts, but it will be tough thinking of a story. Maybe just the funny crap that happens to me on a day to day basis?
Meh.

BrAAAaaAaAAins

I've been thinking about Zombies a lot recently.
Is this unnatural?

Blog before bed?

So matter how late I've been falling asleep I've been waking up around 7:30 every morning, without even trying. Weird. So today seemed to go by soooo slowly. I sometimes wish I had a day job.



 I woke up this morning desperately wanting to watch Dexter, but had to wait on my friend all day. But I ended up finishing season one tonight, and I am certainly impressed. ?



; I'm getting tired of fixing computers for free, I can't wait 'till it's my career. But I did get to tinker with my space heater. The stupid thermostat kept shutting the heater off before it could even put a dent in the cold of my room. So like any good techie, I took it apart and removed the thermostat! Mmmmhm toasty.



After seeing my girlfriend three days in a row going a whole day without seeing her feels... bad. I hope to see her soon.
Boy, I'm just a rambling tonight... but it's my blog so you can stfu =P
The HTML of this site brings back old memories of Myspace... Gotta get back into all that.



I love the holidays, the air just feels so cheerful. I Haven't looked forward to presents on Christmas morning in years, I don't like Christmas food, and I really don't have any family that visits. I barely celebrate Christmas but it still remains my favorite holiday of the year. I just enjoy the general Happiness that sort of fills the air.


I haven't mentioned yet, but I am employed at Spencer's Gifts, and is the best job ever. I actually enjoy going to work. As of now I'm only seasonal but I hope they decide to keep me. If they do then I can finally start gauging my ears! I haven't done it yet for fear of unemployment, but staring at the jewelry case full of gauges makes me want them sososo badly. Should I go to 3/4 or 7/8?


 I've been thinking of re-doing my room, and I really like this bed frame. I'm thinking I could make it myself...


 Well that's it from me tonight, goodnight everyone.